Mem-Wars -21 sept

I got this idea, to publish my memoirs through this blog.

 And so, the title : Mem-Wars.... (Boom!!!!)

Anyway Mom and Dad are back in Neyveli, just arrived this morning from Bangalore. And we were talking about stuff(we referring to mom and me)... Just 411d (hiphop slang-gossip) stuff....

And I slept at 7am, till it was 2.30pm...And got up and ate brunch(or watever), saw some t.v.... And Man!!!! Cable T.V in Neyveli is pretty messed up.... Its always these regional channels Suntv, ktv etc and its always about this dude following this pretty girl.....searching for love...ewww... damn!!!!!! Dont they got like a better thing to do, like stop global warming , tackle inflation , recession.

And the internet wasnt working yesterday , so i checked the modem and connection and it seemed like it had started to work again.

And thennnnnn internet... wow....the world at my finger tips and today is the t.v premiere of 8th season of 2.5men , 6th season of himym and 5th season of rules of engagement...and they were in my utorrent immediately....

And again i was whiling away my time.... watched himym, 2.5men ...had some laughs, ate some indian junk food, had dinner and slept at 10 with the a/c on .....

Interesting part, I woke at 12:30am feeling uneasy to breathe, and caught a cold because of the a/c...but i was reluctant to getup....

And i needed to get my inhaler, so i got up... i no longer felt sleepy ...so i turned on the t.v to watch championsleague t20 ,rcb vs highveld lions and rcb won and the match was over...nothing interesting to see...

so i tried to go back to sleep , my unconscious mind was telling me to procrastinate studying and then this stray dog was barking its lungs out... totally disturbing my sleep....could not sleep

THIS MADE ME REALIZE....THE UNIVERSE...OR MAYBE SOME FORCE WANTS ME TO GO AND STUDY or TO STAY AWAKE....

Something unnatural....supernatural .....anyway i sat down to study and there was this fussilade (new word i picked up) of thoughts.... woah !!! I couldnt help....And caffeine made things really worse....also,there was this friend of mine who removed me from the facebook friends list....and i was thinking ,what could i have possibly done??? Beats me.....

And i sat down, let those thoughts go berserk and i felt fine in say 10 mins...

Anyway the real thing that i learned today, is that my unconscious mind( explain the theory later) is filled with procrastination..... Now my conscious minds like DUDE , U GOTTA TAKE A STEP.....

LINES FROM AN AWESOME SONG BY SIMPLE PLAN- WHEN I`M GONE

Procrastination running circles in my head,
While u sit there contemplating, ur wind up left for dead
Life is what happens ,while ur busy making ur excuses
Another day Another casualty................................that shudnt happen to me..

Now the thing i need to do is, to take a step and fast...immediately..... need to change my unconscious mind which is pretty messed up .....

And,I am gonna love myself....I am gonna love every detail of me...Care every single thing about me......The moment one starts loving oneself, everything is gonna change and its gonna change positively...And I am going to post on this blog - how loving myself ,is going to transform me into this awesome person.....

Anyway, the summary of what i learned today ....something like epiphany

• Love urself(dont be narcissistic though!!)

• Change the unconscious mind!!! Take a stand and take a step immediately

So the song for the present situation is,

Eminem- Not afraid


I'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road



- Ranjit the Zetetic

ranjetsam@blogspot.com - Pilot

Hi Everyone,

 

Actually there`s no one, and i am addressing to an empty crowd....but in course of time, I am sure that people will follow my blog....

Anyway most of u(though no-ones arnd) would be wondering the name ....Ranjetsam- what that means??? Well some wouldve probably known.... 

Sept 20th 2010,3 AM...which is today.... I was just browsing through one of my Gre books and As usual, i felt bored and something hit my mind, why dont i start a blog??? 

And i was thinking of a name and most of the words that hit me were`nt so appealing.... 

And this word hit me Jetsam- which wikipedia defines as something voluntarily cast into the sea (jettisoned) by the crew of a ship, usually in order to lighten it in an emergency, Well in my GRE BOOK its given as- remains of a flight crash.... 

Anyway both these words define me....a metaphor for a Renegade, a Misfit in this society....

And so the name......

So, I will be publishing journals and chronicles from my life.... Most of em wud be jejune and bromidic....But who cares

As THE WHO song goes

This is my generation
This is my generation, baby

Why don't you all ffffffffffff-fade away (Talkin' 'bout my generation)
And don't try to d-dig what we all sssssssssssssss-sssssssss-say (Talkin' 'bout my generation)
I'm not trying to cause a bbbbbbbbb-big ssssssssss-sssssss-sensation (Talkin' 'bout my generation)
I'm just talkin' 'bout my gggggg-gggggg-ggggggggeneration (Talkin' 'bout my generation) 

PEACE OUT

- Ranjit